First of all, we had a wonderful Thanksgiving in Phoenix with the Browns. More on that later - including pictures!

Tonight I picked up a new book of mine -
Dangerous Surrender by Kay Warren - and I know that God has already touched my heart by the truth that I read in the first chapter. This book talks about a life surrendered to God... and what God can do with such a life. For Kay Warren, it means working with the HIV/AIDS crisis. A cause that also tugs at my heart, when I'm not too distracted by other things.
I'll share what specifically struck me tonight. First of all, some statistics.
*If you have a roof overhead, food in the
refrigerator, clothes on your back, and a place to sleep, you're doing better than
75% of the people in this world.
*If you have ANY money in the bank you are in the top
8% of the world's wealthy.
*If you have never experienced battle, imprisonment, torture, or starvation, you are ahead of
500 million other people.
*If you can attend worship services without fear, you are more blessed than
3 billion people in the world.
Then Kay writes, "I don't tell this to you to make you feel guilty - but I do hope you feel uncomfortable. I hope these statistics
disturb you. God in his sovereignty decided where you would be born and allowed you to live in a place that has almost everything anyone could ever desire, so there is no guilt that he has ordered our lives in such a way. The only guilt we bear is the guilt of ignoring the men, women, and children of this world who do not have what we have - the guilt of spending the majority of our time, money, and resources
exclusively on ourselves and our families. That is legitimate guilt."
Wake up call.
I'm a follower of Christ. Not a great one most times, but I have given my life to him and trust in his will for my life. I believe that Christ died for me to set me free from sin and make me right with God. I know that my only comfort in life and in death is that I'm not my own, but belong body and soul to my faithful savior Jesus Christ.
But do I make a daily choice to surrender my will to him? No. Do I hide in my comfortable life, spending more time and energy on myself than anyone else? Do I dream more about having a house/kids/you name it than justice, hope and peace for this sad world? You betcha.
Only God can change my hard heart, and only I can let him.